there are times when i want to be blunt. you would think two and a half years in i would be more comfortable stating what i have on my mind...but i cant. i never have been able to. i wish i had a little more bitch in me...a little more abrasiveness. I cant seem to ever voice what i need to...especially when i am really bothered.
the constant cracks at me being messy. and how he is overwhelmed when he has to be the one that cleans...they tend to get to me, and tonight i cracked. im angry. im sick of the constant under-the-table remarks. it's not like i want to be the way i am.
maybe this is just one thing more than i could take. maybe i overreacted. but it wouldnt hurt to have an appology....to have a discussion about why i am upset...make me talk...
maybe thats too much to ask.
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